Sexual memories from a Past Life

An article recalling a performance I saw in a “Single’s” theater production from a past life.

The show began with a nude young woman of about 18 years old entering the stage. She brought with her a thick foam pad, several towels and a large box. She setup on the pad and began masturbating lightly. She was a bit nervous, probably having never done this before but she seemed very determined. I could feel her excitement as she began to scan the mostly male audience, eliciting sensory feedback with each move.

After a brief fingering of her vagina & a massage of her labia she opened the box and peeked inside. The announcement had presentation codes indicating she was going to masturbate using various objects but didn’t prepare me for what she actually did…
Photos ripped from gloryholes.hotwetblog

First out of the box were a pair of dark handled office scissors. Not what I was expecting. She gradually inserted the handles into her clearly wet and excited vagina such that the points were hanging out. As she moved them a little I could feel her project her excitement into the audience, seeking feedback.

Next item from the box was a long smooth ruler, a common item in an office desk used for measuring things. With care not to scratch herself she pulled the scissors aside and inserted the ruler on one side next to the scissors. Her excitement grew as the audience got a hint at what she was thinking and presenting. Third item was yet another ruler that was also carefully inserted into her vagina opposite the first ruler. She sat on the stage now with scissor points and two rulers protruding from her vagina and poked in the box for more items.

Producing a black marker pen from the box she wrote the word “Slut” on her left thigh followed by an arrow pointing to her genitalia. The word “hole” came next on her right thigh with a similar arrow followed by the word “cunt” on her stomach. Again with an arrow pointing to her crotch. At this point I could feel she was “gushing” (actively expressing raw sexual desire) and the audience was responding with feedback. A clear indication her presentation was producing desirable results. She gently massaged her labia on both sides of the protruding objects, drawing attention to them and gently stimulating herself.

She poked in the box again producing two large round objects, each about 2″ in diameter. Just showing them to us increased her expression threefold and I could feel she was beginning the climb through rushing, raging and onwards…

Placing one of the tubes between the right ruler and the scissor points she pushed gently, working it into her already stretched vagina. Slowly her flesh gave in to the constant pressing and the tube slowly entered her warm opening, sliding against her smooth skin as it moved. She was creating a scene I had never even dreamed of. But she wasn’t finished yet. With little additional fondling the second tube was pressed between the left ruler and the protruding scissor points, opening her vagina even further and causing her to nearly go over the top before it was time. But she had more in store for us yet…

From her box she produced a pair of small stainless steel table knives with a smooth handles. Spreading her tirsh (a woman’s inner labia is called the “tirsha”) to expose her ureter she slowly slid one of the knife handles deep into her urethra so the blade was hanging out. Then the second knife was also inserted next to the first.

Sitting there on the foam pad with five objects protruding from her vagina and two from her urethra; the points of a pair of office scissors, two measuring rulers and two rather large plastic tubes (also called rulers), and two small tables knives, she arched her back, lifting her butt off the floor and “presented” her gaping slutty holes outwards at the audience, jostling up and down as she arched her back so we could all clearly see and feel her sexual intent as we watched the objects move up and down slightly out of time with her movements. Rolling her head back she pantomimed with her entire body, feeding off the excitement she had stirred from the audience. Enjoying each rise and fall as they each led from one to the next while the audience absorbed her sexual intentions, mulling them over, responding in turn then feeding them back to her, tainted by each individual they touched, changed by each individual that tasted her utterly sexual presentation. Then, bearing her weight on her left hand she reached between her legs with the fingers of her right hand and began to massage her now reddish and protruding clitoris. Slowly, running her fingers down to her urethra, gently moving the kitchen utensils in and out, then back to her clit, arching her body as she moved; up, then down, fucking her self with the weight of the items and the excitement she produced in the audience with the intense sexual thought and intent drove her. I could literally feel her intense sexual presentation fill the tiny theater now as he began to rush, slowly beginning the orgasmic experience she was sharing with us, continuing past a rush to a full body experience. Blooming now just to a raging state in which her her orgasm is pushed blatantly outwards, directed at us, as we watched and felt from the audience; Reaching out with her sexual prowess to touch those of us who watched and were now part of the experience. And I was nearly overcome. I’d seen women masturbate before but this was incredible. I’m a fan of large, various and sundry object used as masturbation items but in this case it wasn’t the items that were the big turn on. It was her. It was her intent, her honest sexual expression. Her willingness to share that much of her desire. That’s what I found so sexual about this young woman. I knew I’d had a unique sexual experience, and that’s why I’m sharing it here on this web site.

A bit of history to put this performance into context:
It was many years before I realized specifically what this young woman was expressing. When I got a bit older I met others’ who had a history in a very strict English culture. The culture measured a woman’s worth by the size of her vagina and her value by how much work she could do for a man. Women were ostracized, even divorced or punished if their vagina measured larger than a specific size or if their husband thought they had been having sex prior to being married. In many cases they were expected to have a bloody first sexual encounter on their wedding night. There was also a joke about not using scissor handles for masturbation. It’s this restrictive environment from which I suspect she was liberating herself. And in sharing the act with other people she hopefully gains valuable experience she can use in her own ongoing development as a human being.
-Tom